What’s the point of being alive
Ever since I was a teenager I asked myself this question every now and then
And every time I answered it differently based on my perception of the world and everything around me!
But as you grow older and you walk into the world of adulthood the answer to this question gets harder to the point that you forget why you are alive and you get drowned in this darkness.
A year ago I asked myself once more what’s the point of being alive and I realized I didn’t know why I’m alive and started thinking about it and told myself to look for an answer I started reading books talk about it with my friends and to be honest no one knew the real answer then I came across the idea of self observation and find out if you want to know the world outside first you must understand the world inside you as I started doing that I realized that I knew nothing about myself at all I never had time before to observe myself and to find who am I before I know the point of being alive.
After that I started thinking about all the things I have seen and the things that happened to me good and bad all of it you have to come to an understanding that everything we perceive in life are the things we see with our own perception what happened to me does not mean that will happen to you but at the core of our being we are humans and humans have vibrations so when we talk about them to each other we somehow understand how that sensation feel but based on our own understanding and perception.
Recently I went to a small countryside which was filled with vast grain fields and gigantic windmills and as I was standing there surrounded by those golden grain fields I came to a realization.
Those grains were there before I came and be there after i am gone the windmill blows them back and forth and rain will make them grow the whole sight was constant and I was the only variable that come and go that was an eye opening experience .
Humans live in this world for thousands of years before I came and will be here long after I’m gone and as long as they don’t understand themselves they will be like the grains in the fields moving around with the wind created for them and nothing more …
The whole point of having conscious and Unconscious mind in humans is to understand what life is and this is the only thing that make us more aware than any other animals.
